Friday, August 22, 2008

After the Spark Programme..... an overview of wat went on

hey thr ppl.... im bak yday from the spark programme... it was... well... erm... err... JUST THE BEST CAMP IVE EVER BEEN 2.... TRULY THE VERY BEST... so let me xplain wat happened on a day 2 day basis....

DAY 1- Enterin the Spark Zone

I took train all the way to tmn jaya lrt.... with all the heavy loads.... n there 2 spark facis were waiting. had 2 wait abt an hour 4 the 4 other participants who came by train 2... they were cyrus, sharmila n sarmila, n mona.... then we were off 2 the hotel. at the hotel we registered and were mixing arnd with all the other teens frm all over msia... n got to know our groups. i was in drama. edwin gav us a short briefing... his best line was "lower 6, can diee... upper 6 JZ DIE!" lolz tht was funny... n coz of him piking on me evry1 started knowing me as the 'doctor'... after tht it was lunch with satay n local food. after tht we all went to the d'house.... i was on bus B a.k.a buzz behh.... n d first time it was pretty quiet in the bus.then once we reached d'hse we were taken on a tour of the place... it was seriously the coolest office ive ever seen.... thr were no cubicles... u cud wear wat u wan... evrything was beautifully arranged with elements of nature n funkiness... it was cool.... even the customer careline ppl wear in shorts n tshirt! after tht was our first session on leadership n teamwork... my drama team was the most noisiest of all... lolz... btw those in drama were me, taira, lee, mona, mahen, cabbage, farhan, samm, joshua, kai, minn, lorianne and venuga. after tht session, we had our first workshop on photography by ashraf lee (can u blive it? the guy's 20!). the session was quite useful as i found there are diff ways u can take a photo to make it seem interesting. after tht we went bak to the hotel n showered n changed. we went to an italian restaurant 4 dinner at which we also met our mentors.for the first time we met mr.chris ng who talked very friendlyly wit us and asked us to share our most dramatic moment. after dinner we headed bak to the hotel and blogged (tho i didnt coz i got bored of waiting). then i went bak to the room n was chitchattin wit my roomate jamie till around 1.30..... thtz it for day 1... watch out for day 2!

Thursday, August 7, 2008

An introduction 2 me

hey,hey,hey.... itz hamsa in d hse.... well basicly i created this blog 2 enter the spark youth programme thingy.... i dunno y.... but itz so cool to think that finally's thr's a youth programme for ppl who think differently... such as me.... im seriously a deep person who's different from the rest....

Talking abt alter ego.... well i hav 2 say, though im pretty quiet on the surface, my mind's always working 1000 miles an hour.... if ppl got a peep into it, they probably wud b shocked!!! like wat the hck, is this really hamsa??? i present maself as this respectable woman who talks business... well i kinda hav to seem tht way coz im 2 years younger than my classmates... n i dun wanna b bullied around.... y m i 2 years younger? coz im a pts student and i went 2 skool 1 year in advance coz i was born on the 1st of jan... but plz dun mistake me for this nerd who worships books.... puleezzzz... im a leader who's independent and always gets wat she wants.... n i mix around pretty well... an all rounder of sorts....

Wat makes me, me? Good question.... Hamsa is essentially made up of 3 parts attitude, 2 parts natural leader, 2 parts of seriousness, another 6 or 7 parts of a party animal.... im a caring and affectionate person, but im pretty nasty to those who dun respect other human beings... im d type who rather spends time wit the opposite sex in close frenships.... and im a person who likes being on top regardless of wat.... i have lots of long term goals and want to achieve them all and make a difference in the world....

d colour tht represents me.... i would say purple, because purple is a colour tht seems feminine but can b cool and stylish on a guy's item... itz an all rounder colour tht goes wit everything... sumtimes overlooked but striking to those who love it.... a light purple is ez on the eyes... juz like my eversmiling face... a dark purple seems strong and overwhelming... which also seems like me... its definitely the colour that represents me, feminine yet independent and strong... and waiting to take on the world....

My creative talent is tht im can b an artistic person with a scientific mind.... i sing, write, recite poetry, take part in debates... and yet im sittin in a science class and find chemistry totally fascinating.... im very good at arguing and persuadin ppl into reallising my viewpoint... i best express my viewpoint by writing it in poetic or argumentative form... or im a person who bluntly tells the truth in ur face if i feel im right.... i also express myself by singing..... i loveee singing and am taking indian classical singing classes which is like my life....

My best day ever? I would say the day i went to india to see my dearest spiritual guru sri sathya sai baba and got a chance to perform to him with 120 other youths... to get his blessings and spread the peace, joy and love with the thousands of spectators that were watching... truly amazing... and our performance was the dikir barat that truly showcased malaysia's beautiful culture to devotees from all over the world.....

If I found 50 ringgit, I would take it and spend rm20 or so to top up my Digi... hehehe.... i cant live witout smsing.... the rest i would probably take to the temple and donate some and give the rest to my parents because i noe they're having a hard time wit money now.... im being real honest here... no point giving a creative answer when itz not honest rite....


I am very passionate abt helping people while at the same time growing up to be a wonderful mother and wife... I want to be a doctor while pursuing performing arts or mass comm at the same time... I am passionate abt enjoyin life with the ones i love... how? by trying all exciting things such as bungee jumping, parachuting, hosting a radio show, volunterin at a children's home as a teacher, becoming a tv host, and many other things in my life.....the reason? because life is long enuff to torture one if one is idle, so itz best to love life and enjoy it and filling it with the best of experiences before one's end... I plan to achieve this by first having a good career so that ill have the money to see the world and do wateva i please, and by having a good life partner who will share my passion and not stop me because im a woman.... the rest will fall into place i just know....

In 15 years i see myself being a successful doctor who also is a singer and a tv or radio host.... with two beautiful children and a wonderful husband... in a happy home that lacks almost nothing... tht will help thousands and brighten their lives....

that's all.... hope this is enuff for me to get tht place... i want to go for the programme so bad... hope the organisers will give me a chance.... tq tq tq.....